ringsandcoffee | blown away, but not

I've started going to a church started by a group that includes Allyson's HS friend. After the service tonight, that friend came over to me and said she felt led to share a passage with me (I think from Matthew 5 but I forgot). She thought that maybe I was struggling with work or finding a job, or just needing peace in that area. She was pretty much spot on. Before church tonight I was talking to my mom on the phone about my job and financial situation. I am getting decent work (read: enough to scrape by) subbing but will need something else eventually. I was blown away that she knew this, but then again I wasn't. It was a full-on God thing, Him telling her to talk to me. He will take care of me, even as I wonder why I deserve to be taken care of. That is, I see so many struggling to get by.

I appreciate E for talking to me and praying for me, and I am thankful to God for that bit of reassurance, even when I don't feel I deserve it.