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[ringsandcoffee]

I hope this doesn't come across as whiny, because I don't mean to whine. I just feel on edge, like I'm waiting for something to burst, and not in a good way.

Work is hard. Kids are challenging. I get another new kid tomorrow, putting me at 33. Have made no effort to find a new job yet, and this is NOT the sort of thing to procrastinate on. Feel like things are tough, but they could be worse (some of you on my flist are going through or have gone through far tougher issues). I just don't know what to do, what to think. I have a lot of fear inside, and I'm not sure what I'm afraid of.

Something just isn't right, and I can't put my finger on it. Can't fix anything until I know what's broken.

Comments

[ewanspotter.livejournal.com]

Things are changing fast for you; you've got a lot of stress. It would almost be MORE strange if you didn't feel some sort of anxiety.

[ekaterinn.livejournal.com]

*hugs* This is the time of year to be on edge. Something will work out, jobwise. Is there any way you could cut back at work for the last couple of months, now that you know you're not coming back?

[jessibobessi.livejournal.com]

It's probably the fear of the unknown in a short while - and you're right, you can't put your finger on exactly what's broken because you don't know yet :-/

*hug* wanna come to Rochester? You can open a bakery and I'll.......do something! :-P

[bowiechaser.livejournal.com]

...sample? I'll help! ;D

[bowiechaser.livejournal.com]

Phil 4:6-9, 1 John 4:15-19, 5:12-15

Hope these bring you some comfort. :D *hugs*