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[ringsandcoffee]

I let some friends know about my dad via email. Just so they wouldn't be shocked when it eventually comes up in conversation. Luis and Vonn came over. Jen invited me over, but she came over here instead and then all 5 of us (Dylan included) went to Coldstone. Have I mentioned my friends are awesome?

I was doing laundry, cleaning and packing (one tote bag for 6 days, amazing for me) and just keep wondering when or if it will hit me. I also continue to feel guilty about missing the first week of work. I still don't know what day the funeral is, but I might as well just be gone all week and start fresh the next week. I'll do my best to catch up but dang, I still feel bad for not being there this week.

Work issues bother me more than missing my dad. Maybe when I get there tomorrow it will hit me, something may. Some relatives have mentioned it on Facebook and so it feels a little more real.

Aside from stressing about missing work, I am ok. Tired, but ok. Stress is making me tired.

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[jmp0114.livejournal.com]

Those are great friends.

Go and be with family and take care of yourself…. work will be fine and waiting. I know that is easer said than done.

Take care.

[jessibobessi.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry!!!!!!!!! I can't even imagine....

And yeah missing the first week seems hard for you but it will be completely fine. Let us know however we can help LJ-wise! I wish I was there in person to do more!

[annebloom188.livejournal.com]

I feel like a jackass for going about my dad when I clearly didn't offer my condolences on your loss, Bex.

I'm sorry.

[ringsandcoffee.livejournal.com]

Don't feel bad! You didn't know, and that's totally fine. I know you've got a lot on your mind as well.

Hope your dad recovers soon, and I hope you continue to stay well.

[annebloom188.livejournal.com]

I hope you're coping well too.