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Apr. 18th, 2011 09:04 pmI hope this doesn't come across as whiny, because I don't mean to whine. I just feel on edge, like I'm waiting for something to burst, and not in a good way.
Work is hard. Kids are challenging. I get another new kid tomorrow, putting me at 33. Have made no effort to find a new job yet, and this is NOT the sort of thing to procrastinate on. Feel like things are tough, but they could be worse (some of you on my flist are going through or have gone through far tougher issues). I just don't know what to do, what to think. I have a lot of fear inside, and I'm not sure what I'm afraid of.
Something just isn't right, and I can't put my finger on it. Can't fix anything until I know what's broken.
Work is hard. Kids are challenging. I get another new kid tomorrow, putting me at 33. Have made no effort to find a new job yet, and this is NOT the sort of thing to procrastinate on. Feel like things are tough, but they could be worse (some of you on my flist are going through or have gone through far tougher issues). I just don't know what to do, what to think. I have a lot of fear inside, and I'm not sure what I'm afraid of.
Something just isn't right, and I can't put my finger on it. Can't fix anything until I know what's broken.
