obligatory random procrastination post

I don't want to my SEI class homework. However, it's due tomorrow so I have to get it over with. I'm trying to type and eat a popsicle at the same time. Strawberry fruit bar, to be more accurate. The article I have to summarize is one of those "good teachers do this" type of things, which of course points out what I am currently not doing and makes me frustrated. Hmm, constantly assessing my students? Designing all my lessons so that it meets the widely varying needs of every single student? I'm sorry, what happened to the old days (aka when I was in school) where we're told to do something, we do it, we get graded. I'm sick of all the warm fuzzy things I'm supposed to do. Is that just making excuses for what I'm not doing? I've never reacted well to criticism well; first I get defensive, then I start pressuring myself to do whatever it is exactly perfectly. Sometimes I just give up entirely. Sometimes I wonder if this career choice is worth it, but then I remember I don't have anything to do instead.

Argh, I've gone all negative. That bugs me.

I want to get married. I want to have someone around. I want to have more friends out here. Ok, why am I on this negative streak? Must think of happy things!
Happy list:
New quarter, new chances to succeed
baby AnnaBella
Chocolate
going to Aunt Chilada's with Michelle
I have a Doubleshot can in the fridge
strawberry flavored anything!
I can go to the grocery store later, hooray!
2 weeks off work (though I have work to do at home still)