Without having seen the show or your house besides what you have posted, I'm still pretty sure yours is not in a terrible state.

Spotless is never going to happen. I just have to make myself do a little here and there each day, or every couple of days. Today, however, I did a bunch more purging and cleaning. The purging was a bunch of my friend's stuff that she left here when she moved back to CA, and some shoes I've not worn in years and probably never will. Oh and I made banana bread.